well i got my letter from the courts today. my drivers license is going to be restricted for 3 months starting next week. i can only drive to and from work. it kinda sucks, but it could have been a whole lot worse. so now i cant go out unless some one drives me. i feel like i am 15 again. bummer.
shit sucks right now. my work is going down the crapper. i am not going to be making as much $$$ as i have been. i owe about $4000 on my credit cards. and i am single and lonley. this past week my frineds girl friend is in town visiting and it makes me so jealous. i hate everyone that has someone. why cant i. everyone always says "its ok, you will meet someone." or "you are such a great guy, why are you single?" i give up.....
shit sucks right now. my work is going down the crapper. i am not going to be making as much $$$ as i have been. i owe about $4000 on my credit cards. and i am single and lonley. this past week my frineds girl friend is in town visiting and it makes me so jealous. i hate everyone that has someone. why cant i. everyone always says "its ok, you will meet someone." or "you are such a great guy, why are you single?" i give up.....
lilith:
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4 u.
a 4 u. 
seda:
Lovely, some of the finest people go many years before they find one deserving of their person and true ability to love unconditionally. I am right where you are currently. There is an incredible beauty in knowing ones own worth and potential. However, there is also and incredible loneliness that can manifest because of this same beauty. In time, love will be, and will shine so brightly you will be resonate light from the inside out. Transparent and completely absorbent to it's presence. Know this.