veganpunk

oh boy, here we go again. time for brad to be alone is his room, not being able to sleep, about to go on a rant about girls, love, and relationships. here we go.....

i am obsessed with love. there is nothing more pure, wonderful, magnificant, amazing, or perfect as love. and i dont have it. there is nothing more in the world that i want then to be in love, and have that love returned to me. everyone always says " dont look for it, then it will find you". well i say that really sucks ass. i dont wanna wait. i dont want to be single. i dont want to keep goin gon all of these pointless dates that amount to nothing. i wanna meet just one woman. THE one woman. the woman that i am going to spend the rest of my life with. Everyone tells me "you are to young to start thinking about that". but i dont feel like i am. i have everything else in my life set. money, car, career, house, friends. everything. everything except that one special someone. i wanna get married. i wanna have kids. i am so tired of this bland day to day life as a single mid 20 year old punk rock/ professional man. my problem is that i cannot find some one to my equal. every girl that i meet that has similar interest is too young and isnt in the same place in their life as me. then when i meet a girl who is at the same spot in their life as me, they are done with the whole "punkrock" thing. it really pisses me off. i cant meat girls at shows, they are not looking for what i am looking for. same with girls at the bar. arg. it is just so damn frustrating.

oh well. what is guy to do. i guess just sit around and wait. like everyone says. wait and "that one" will come along. so i sit here and wait. continue on my lame ass pointless dates. hoping that one day i will find Her.