Aw, don't feel that way! Sometimes being "better" isn't really necessary. We just do what we can. Don't worry. C'mon, it's Beltane! Go dance around a fire!!
Thanks loads for your insights. The Pagan scene is probably much different in Sweden than it is here; I'm guessing that folks probably tend to take it a bit more seriously there. Of course many many people DO take it quite seriously here, but I've been to more than my share of Pagan festivals and celebrations where the emphasis seemed to be on "par-tay!" Which I certainly don't have a problem with, especially around Beltane, but when that seems to be the major focus of your "spiritual path", I dunno! Maybe I'm being too judgmental...
Oh, and Mercury is in retrograde until the 20th!! Bleccchhhh!!!! It's funny, because Thora and I are both leaving for Europe on the 21st. She's going to Paris, and my sweetie and I are going to the Netherlands for a friend's wedding. Let's hope there will be no retrograde aftereffects...
