I think you just might pass, and I'm definitely not betting against you! I also rather suspected that you would sort out the problems at work. I'm so very pleased about that, sweetie.
That's so great!! I constantly worry that I seem like a cheering section, but I really am struck by how extraordinarily eloquent and insightful your advice has invariably been when I've glimpsed it. Sub-optimal programming of our responses to emotional stress in no way negates judgement, education and ability, as you demonstrate so clearly. Not to suggest that you should stay where you don't want to be, of course, but you know you're doing a fine job! If you're ever in love with one of your essays, just send the sucker over. I'd be delighted! You can also send a temper tantrum; anything from you is a treat. Love you, my dear friend!