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To all of my friends:

I am sorry but i will be leaving SG soon. Nothing to do with the site, but personal issues that apparently cant be worked out. I will miss all of my friends on here, and all of you take care. My accound does not expire for a year, and my contact info is valid, so if you want to say hi you can get my info.

Love ya all
Wayne

i cant get over you. i cant lie to myself the rest of my life. i refuse to live a lie, especialy one to myself. you are the one that i will always miss and the one who got away. you will be the girl i look back on in 10, 20, 50 years and think "i cant believe what i lost". you have been my reason for everything, you have been my friend. you still are my reason for everything, and always will be. you tell me to go out to meet girls and get a girlfriend, well how can i when every girl i see i compare to you in my head and none of them come close to what you have been and are. how can i do anything, when i have to watch my love, love someone else. and i cant overt my eyes, every where i look i see you, weather you are near me or not. i see you in my dreams and i see you in my fantasys and in my memories. i see you with my eyes wide open, even if you are not there. i have you in my heart and my soul, and that will never change. we shared love, we shared passion, and we shared friendship. but now only i have the love for you, and the passion for you. i am drawn to you, i guess like a moth to a flame, because you see my love for you will be my destruction.