So, I've been absent for a while. I used to just chalk it up to the fact that I've been busy working a lot.
But even I have time to browse Imgur when I work a ton. So my friend gave me the idea to share to my current and new followers about what's going on with me.
I have major depression. And anxiety. And serious body image issues. Which sounds like a handful and a lot to deal with, but I've learned how to manage it and go day by day with it. That ties in to me not visiting the site because of these facts:
I am not comfortable with my body.
My depression causes me to conclude that I'll never be able to go pink in the future.
Once upon about four years ago, I was a simple 120-130 pounds. But because I developed depression and the like, I had to find coping methods. Eating was my main one. Since then I have gained about 50 pounds. Last time I weighed myself, I was 194. People can be beautiful at any size, but I don't feel beautiful. I feel ashamed because I let depression take over my life and affect my health. I'm determined to make myself happier.
So I've been putting myself on a plan in order to get healthier, and little by little I'll be more active. I just wanted to give an update to all of my wonderful followers! 😘🙃❤️❤️❤️
