twistedblack

Well i have been chilling with some old friends of mine. Watching one of my friends be all depressed and now i know what it is to watch me. I bought a new t-shirt which is rare for me to buy clothing. And hanging out with her again is making me depressed in some ways. One is realising that i am no longer really anything at all to her. I used to be someone she would come to when things got bad but i aparently am no longer needed. Also i love her and she is tired of people confessing it to her and saying it. I need to leave this town and the people even though i do care for some of them. But the people i care seem to be putting a burden on my soul.

And for some none enlightening information. I think i fucked up and might not be going to college this semester cuz i missed the payment day. I payed on-line cuz i couldn't get to the office in time and then i read that it could take 1-3 buisness days for them to get the payment which will put me far behind the due date. I also couldn't get to the book store in time to buy books and my classes start tomorrow morning before the store opens. I could go and buy a 5 section notebook and take it to my classes for notes and stuff. i might be fine that way and get the book wensday when i don't have class. And i'm taking this on-line course and i'm not sure if i'm working the website right. Well this shoudl prove to be a enteresting year.