no don't do that!

Been there did that.
Gave up on anyone I'd ever find attractive wanting me short of it being in their job occupation, in which case they don't want me anyways, just the paycheck.

-hugs-

I don't think ill ever know home, if home indeed is where you feel at peace/rest/belonging/home.

because you should never give up.

just relax and stop over thinking everything.