turudd

So visited with a counsellor on Monday, it went well nice to talk to someone who has no emotionally investment in you but at the same time will not judge and only offers support.

I'm being referred to a psychologist downtown because apparently I'm too messed up for her oh well c'est la vie. My big worry now is that to pay for the psychologist I can have the government do it if I'm diagnosed as clinically depressed however I talk to my program coordinator and that could really fuck up my wanting to be a nurse, I want to work through this butttttttt... My whole goal in life is going into nursing, I talked with my dad and his insurance may cover me without having to be diagnosed so here's hoping :S

Also my suicidal feelings have seemed to have gone away which I can't thank anyone enough for, so y'all are stuck with me for a bit longer