We have a lot of unique personalities here in SG Land. Members and models alike. I'd like to think I am no different. But I wonder... how many of our nuances, our eccentricities, our uniquenesses are actually hand crafted?
I'm talking about staying on brand. Living the gimmick. Building a persona.
I wonder how many people I actually meet? How many of them I actually get to know? How many I allow to let get to know me? It's both understandable and disappointing that we have these walls that go up until a bond is formed beyond a reasonable doubt. I would bet that most of us, if not all of us, have been hurt by a lack of boundaries before. I just wish we could trust people instantly. And I wish they wouldn't make us regret it. Maybe that's naive. Maybe it's me with rose-colored glasses. I want genuine human connection.
