Your slutty family, I like that I hear ya on the trust thing - that can be so hard. Well, I don't know how things are going honestly.....the man doesn't seem too hopeful right now. Here's hoping that we have better news to give tomorrow...
trust is difficult. I wish I could tell you something helpful.
But I myself battle that issue everyday, only because my parents betrayed my trust so young - my theropist says that I do not actually have a concept of what trust IS so that is why I cannot do it. Great.
I guess my point is, at least you had it because you can recognize it when you get it back.
I am just fucked.
~the angel* have a good day.