Hey there. I love how honest you are, and your little rhyme at the end of your entry in my journal made me laugh
I read what you wrote in hubbys journal. I agree with all of that. I love what you said about helping each other make our dreams come true. I seriously hope it's not too late. I don't think it is......but all that we've gone through lately makes me afraid to count on much of anything.
We've been married a long time, have a lot of bad habits within our relationship. Nothing that can't be fixed - but still, a lot to work to do that can seem daunting sometimes. And I am also dealing with a lot of hurt over things that have happened recently. We got married so young, hubby is feeling like he missed his wild/free time. There are a lot of other issues, some of which I mentioned in my first post to you. And some that hubby can fill you in on if he wants to....
This family is so important to me. When we are all doing things together, or just hanging out and having fun, it's the best damn feeling in the world. We love our babies so much. I hope we can get through and past all of this shit, and become better people, better partners, and a better family because of it.
Me and the man had a nice talk this morning, plan on doing more talking this week, trying to figure things out. I hope you are right, and it's never too late.....
On the flip side, it sounds like things are going real good with you and Holly, so thats cool
Like Jodeci said back in the day in "Feenin'" a girl can be like a drug and you need another hit. You feel like you'll give up anything just a long as you can see them again to get that fix. You'll leave work and shrug responsibilities. You're high on Phenylethylamine, the natural chemical in the body that comes out when you're in love. It's similar to amphetamine. I think it's coursin' through your veins at light speed my friend. I'm happy for you. What you described in your journal sounds like a friggen' fantasy to me. I love the same shit. Just being close. Touching for hours; till it almost hurts. Looking in past the eyes. Candles. The smells. It has to be the best thing there is, NO SHIT.
Appreciatin' your input. The talk I had with my wife this morning was good. The bad habits of which she speaks are still very scary; two seem like the potential killers, but we've identified them. Whether we really want to or have it in us to do anything about them is a huge question. We don't have the best track records so Vegas sports betters wouldn't give us favorable odds.
Sorry I haven't got back to you in chat or on the phone, etc... I work a FUCKED UP SCHEDULE. Every F, Sa, Su, and every other Mo night from 6pm to 6am. I'm off now until This coming Friday. Just woke up actually.
i was just here to tell you that you're approved and in and all that for SGCO and you made me smile, so... thanks