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This weekend was so weird. S and I spent alot of time together, snuggling together, just being together. Tonight she was telling her plans she has the next few weeks, and I broke down some. It is going to take her a long time to believe me that when I apologize, it is sincere, and not just for me. I am sorry for all the things about me that hurt her. We'll always be close because of H&M, but I don't think she'll ever love me again. I know I need to give her the time and space she needs.