I relate strongly to this first topic. Yup

I actually have a Moleskine notebook (fucking awesome, small, fit in your back pocket, etc.) and a Moleskine sketchbook that I carry with me quite a bit, but rarely do anything with. I really need to start using them more.

I positively love dreams that I'm aware of and can sink back into. Personally, I think in my case it's because I prefer the dream to waking life a lot of the time.

Yes. For me, I look for people that will listen to me bitch because it feels good to vent sometimes.

You sound very down, girl, and have the last few times I've read your journal. I hope that changes soon. In the meantime, virtual hugs for you.

i tried to have a real paper journal...but i started so many that i tried to have themes for each one..like one was going to be about girls and the exploits i've had with them..and another was going to be like...just poems and thoughts..and the other was a day-to-day thing..and i just got worn out trying to keep up with them all..
xoxo,
j

Talking with other people tends to give you insist on whether or not your crazy. It's good to simply get the reaction out of someone as you say something.... reading one's face as you talk. At least that's why I seek people out. Talking helps a lot, just even to get things out in the open sometimes.... The relations you can get from other people that sometimes, you just don't expect.
I'd love to talk more.... but I'm too afraid to talk too much, let too much out and end up contradicting myself, as I always do. I don't know. I don't know a lot of things lately.
BTW, don't you have Sunday off? I open, so we should do something, if you do, because I'd love to see you.
(yuck that rhymed)