just speculation, but you may act differently when other people are around, especially when you are feeling down. Would you let it show around guests or would you put on a facade and be friendly, talkative, etc.? He may be wanting people around as a way to keep you from letting your unhappiness show. Like I said before, you two need to talk. You might consider relationship counseling if you think it's worth it - either together or by yourself. If you have insurance, take advantage of it. From my own experience, I think I tended to get K down towards the end of our relationship because I was down. And I definitely don't mind my parents as much when I bring a friend because they are less apt to have one of their spats in front of company. Good luck!
Gramma has a walker, so she won't be doing any caning.
I hope you weren't offended or disgusted by my journal, specifically #1. I have reasons for putting that there, unfortunately.
Relationships are a strange thing. I don't know if I can believe there is one person out there for me, especially in my own town or anywhere near it. The world is huge and there are just to many possibilities.
After I read your journal, I had a line from "New Slang" by The Shins in my head:
I'm looking in on the good life
I might be doomed never to find
Sometimes I wonder if that will be me. I hope not -- and for you as well
Maybe I'll give you my advice some other time.... but you have me here whenever you do want to talk, but there's some things that I can't bring myself to type about... this being one of them.
I suppose I just want you to know I'm here, whether or not I comment.
Gramma has a walker, so she won't be doing any caning.