My Pop used to say "Some things that go without saying go better when they're said". We all need to hear that we are loved and appreciated and cared for. I'm glad you will be getting the help you need. The worst part is not knowing what's wrong. Once you know what you're dealing with, you can research it and attack it and understand the nature of it. But doctors suck so bad now. I was sick for a month and a half like you and every doctor I went to just prescribed me a different antibiotic. I'd ask them what was wrong and they'd say, "I don't know. Take these." Finally a doc listened to me and asked about the stress in my life and said he thought I was just burning the candle at both ends and my immune system was open to all these viruses. Pay attention to your whole environment. Have you moved or changed jobs? Diet? Is there a relationship that is getting to you? Try to let go and feel better. ;-) And I liked your rant BTW.
I agree. I don't see the difference between putting a living, breathing baby in the trash versus putting one which was born dead, in the trash. It's horrifying to me. And I didn't know that they actually threw them away, I thought they were incinerated?
But that picture is beautiful!