It's good to hear. For me, I sat down and wrote a long story straight from the thoughts in my head. At the end, I found that acceptance was the way forward. I accepted my flaws and who I am, so I could change my lifestyle to make it slightly easier to live. It's still a struggle every day, but the changes do make a difference. I hope you can find your version of acceptance ❤💋
It is not easy to abandon something that you have loved so much for so many years from one day to the next, I appreciate you here in this community, and once again I will say: I love it when you sing! This shows your beauty more than any photo. And yes, go to the other side of the camera, I will be here waiting to enjoy your work. All love.
Good luck! I've been going through something similar, though I don't thing it's something that impacts me on such a personal level like you. I've been working very hard for the last few years with a friend trying to get a small math education startup off the ground. We've got a few customers, and they all love what we are doing, and all of their positive feedback is encouraging, but sooner than later we're gonna have to call it quits and find new jobs that pay us more, as we are both very in debt after having quit out day jobs and lived on savings and whatever else we can put together. We've been lucky to have so many people around us who want to help, but at the end of the day, I feel like we need to realize that even if our idea is good enough, and we are good enough, it might just not be the right time, or we failed with the marketing or something. Anyway, I know how it feels to think you might have to give up on a dream you've been chasing with all your strength for a long time, and no matter what you decide, I hope you can be happy doing it! Thanks for being part of the community here and sharing your struggle with us!
Good to hear @tommy I'm glad you're sticking around and yeah take a break from the online stuff and go for the photography gig, I think you will nail it. I know how it feels, as you know I have mental health issues too. I'll make an effect to chat to you more. Your always great to me. Anyway I just want you to be happy, that's it!!
@elixic THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL! It's heartbreaking but at the same time like you know it's right. I'm proud you started that though and planned it through etc that's such a big achievement in itself! ❤️❤️
I love all your pictures and sets, even the ones you deleted. I am so very happy you are not giving up. You will always have my support in your modeling and your photography if you post it on here. I wish you could see yourself the way I see you. You are incredibly gorgeous ❤❤❤
