tomasz666

Why is it that love can make you feel like you're on top of the world and in a pitt of dispair all at the same time... My soon the be x wanted and pushed for us to have an open relationship, to love whom ever we wanted. she was not jeallous and would share me blah blah blah. I wasn't too into it for my own trust and jealousy issues. I finally agreed after months. BUT i said it was a pandoreas box, that i would not go back, i could not go into a relationship with another woman to just cut it off if she changes her mind. I found a nice woman and i love her. BUT my wife no hates me and says i chose someone else over her.This after telling to go out and find someone. I guess i was looking for more love when she was looking for power. its a cluster fuck to say the least. GAH i hate this!