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Molly, Madelain's girlfriend, is going to be a suicide girl.

And you know, really, I have no response to that.

I'm watching the Cosby Show and all of the Huxtable men are giving birth.

Yes, the men.

Matt's coming over to swap pills.

Everything's so lame. Dear god. Bill Cosby just gave birth to a giant sub sandwich. Not the toasted kind, either. This is bizarre.

Fucking a.

I missed the Adicts show last night at Galaxy because I puked at work. And I haven't stopped. I'm so hungry. I ate some jello, and a little bit of soup... .and finally my sister brought me a chalupa, but I think I'm going to puke again. I hate my stupid stomach. I need a transplant.

I gave Maddy the rest of my cigarettes and...
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Adam's got a new tattoo and its lovely. He's so clever. I love him so much it hurts. I almost can't stand it.

Jonathan and I are going to take cooking classes. I'm thrilled. He said some really lovely things to me today.

I met a few of the boys Kristin's living with. It's weird. I had fun with her. I liked them. It's just...
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Fuck all.

I'm pissed. And on the rag. I'm all teary eyed and mopey. I'm lonely and sore from breathing.

And weirdness with the beloved. He is everything to me.

Everything.

Today's the day. I've been reading all these girls' little internet journals, and all of they're cute little posts that they write to encourage each other... and I'm wondering why I don't have a freeopendiary either. And then I realise it:

Because girls fucking hate me. And I don't like them very much either, but I really, really want to.

It just sucks. Maddy's the...
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Had my other nipple pierced yesterday. The clamp slipped, and I am not as hardcore as I was before. I cried. It fucking hurt. But Molly fucked up Stevie's nipple so bad. I feel awful for her!

I had awesome sex today. And a burrito. And lots of talk about my mental stability with the beloved.

We sat around and watched Damian run around Steven's...
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I talked to Stevie. I really like her. She's just, like, this fucking awesome girl, but I feel all weird around her. Like she doesn't like me at all and such. And I hate that, because I really like her. I guess that you just can't control it all. star mope star
I'm listening to Tsunami Bomb, and just sort of looking around, waiting for...
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I got my hair cut. It's all "Amelie"-like. And red and purplish. I need to have Stevie pierce my other nipple. They feel lopsided. And I'm pretty sure my tit isn't going to rot off anymore. Hoo-ha.

Ha! Stevie pierced my right nipple today. It's sore. I love it. I can't wait for the left. But... sliding it around totally freaks me out.

Had a run in with the man this evening. It sucked. Adam was all calm and clever, so no harm done (other than him getting a ticket). Stevie's piercing my nipples on friday, and I think Kristin might be dead. I'm concerned.

(fuck them all)