:KISS::LOVE:

Damn, I thought we got rid of you for good this time!!!!

aaaaaaaaaaw doesnt that say love..LOL


hmmmmmmm, death................i try to finish everyday as if i was to die tommorow i wouldnt leave any regrets behind.

if your like a puppy, i wont lok at you cuz the eyes would melt right through me , me thinks.

my dog does that everytime, and i end up havng to pet her for a while

its been a while, you need a new profile pic hehe, ithink ill do the same

yeah i wondered where you went, for a while i thought i might have accidentally booted you from my list because i got a wee bit hammered and dont quite exactly remember anything i may have done. i know how the not wanting pity thing goes. so im not gonna rant about how i feel so bad, but please do cheer up and just be happy. i know its hard to do, but it feels so good when you are truly happy.

sorry hun..............i dont mean to but i must..........you know all my information so just give me a shout

lots of love
peace and love

Welcome back. Sorry I don't have much to offer in the way of positive things, but maybe

Speaking of which, the medicine is Sertraline Hydrochloride, aka Zoloft.

P.S. Yes, it was fun, and we're not done with it yet.

no crap. i work with this guy, he is a few months older than me, and ive worked at my place of employment a few months longer than him. but he is a total kiss ass, so he gets all the power, and he is an asshole, he treats me like the mentally retarded guy we work with, and has me do all of this bitch work and it drives me fucking crazy. and being the scrawny unhappy person on the verge of breakdown i tend to go into violent rants about how i wish he would die and how i wish his future kids are retarded... stuff along those lines. he is just so arrogant

Death: The solution to every problem.

I don't get it...are you dealing with the death of a close one or you've just taken this moment to face your mortality?

edited to add: Hey, don't just disappear all the sudden again like that!

[Edited on Jun 08, 2004 9:33PM]

I get to say hi to you more often, that's fine with me!

I was so sad! I missed you!! I dont want you to leave me again! (damn that sounded selfish..sorry)

I know it's difficult when people we know die. But the thing that helps me is thinking, they are peaceful now. no worries. no pain. *HUG* I'm sorry you have to go through this, but I'm here...and I love ya..you'll make it. keep truckin kiddo.

Glad you're still here. Do what you gotta do, no need to explain.

Yea, I don't want to take them either, but my doctor gave me the chance without me even asking or bringing it up, and I've always wanted to try it. So i'm trying it.

Yea, that's about as far as my smile goes, I hate smiling. The bigger I smile, the dopier I look.

Damn...you scared me girl! I came online yesterday and your lovely pic was no longer on my friends list!!!! You were gone....I was glad to see you on there again today.

I hope, without going into it too much, is gonna be alright. That sucks to hear that you're feeling down. If pasedena wasn't so far away from san francisco, I would drive down there while I'm in S.F. and buy you a snickers or a 3 musketeer or something if it would make ya smile!

I am glad to see that you're back. don't freak me out like that again....

oh and you didn't answer my question I gave from a couple of journals ago....

"if you could pimp slap any celebrity, who would it be? and why"

and did you check out that fucking scary ass link? scary.

and hell yea, I love the wheel of time series. it's awesome....but be prepared, after the one you're reading, the books slow down a bit.

laters

*hugs* for you - it was difficult for me when my grandparents died - we were closer than my parents and I ...... time heals all........

driving accross country will NOT be fun - but it is work and some money - Florida might be fun - I have to be careful not to get a sunburn - we don't know what the sun is here in Eugene this time of year - I'm like an albino or something.....

*hugs* again - hang in there Liz...........
m@rk

YAY!!! YOU'RE BACK... FROM BLACK!!!

happy you're coming back. first sign of positive : the rest will follow!

[Edited on Jun 09, 2004 12:44AM]

I hope you recieve all the mental, emotional, and spirtual answers and support you need to deal with the situation and come out vibrantly alive and present.

glad you are back girl. i'm sending love and a great big hug your way>>>>

your back I was pissed last night when I saw that you were gone. But its nice to see you back. On another note Im sorry to hear whats going on, Ive had to deal with that and it sucks, feel better babycakes.

[Edited on Jun 09, 2004 2:05AM]

Hey Liz.
Even though you weren't very close with that person,try to keep them "alive" in your spirit by thinking of them often.

i jst thoght you were whining a little mch and someone needed to put you in your place hehe


i dont really think deep about alot of things,thats why my journal entries are usually short, but i think its ok to dissappear from here for a few days, or even dissapear from some things for a while, just so you dont fell over burdened sometimes, and come back fresh.

besides just like you mostly,and probably more so, its the same thing everyday fro me , work and sleep and work and sleep. wouldnt it be nice we could dissappear from that, oh wait nevermind thats called days off and vacation LOL

I luv ya sweety!!! count on that

You really worried me you weren't coming back, then I'd have nothing to do when I wen't to LA