Saturday, 11/19/05
There comes a time in everyone's life to forgive and forget. Today I hung out with an old friend that I haven't seen since my senior year of high school ('03). It was interesting to see how people change yet stay the same . . .
Happiness is just one emotion in a sea of countless others. Knowing what it feels like, though, has long since passed, and probably will never return. Laughing is a false sense of happiness; not really happy, but something, some minor detail has touched upon that part of our brain that knows we should smile.
A friend of mine experienced a harsh (and even harsh pales in comparison for a definition) fight with her boyfriend. She told me that he said to her "You fuck up everything." I haven't been able to give her advice, seeing as how I (kind of) have a crush on her. I probably shouldn't think anything of those feelings because I have (maybe) a snowball's chance in hell with her. I guess what I'm really getting at is if she breaks up with him . . . nevermind. Let's not talk about it.
Nobody cares, but hopefully, if I do this right, my picture should be up on the site. If not, oh well.
Holloween night I was at Club Shampoo for Dracula's Ball. I've never been one for a large, and I mean large, crowd of people, but it was a good time. I was kind of miserable, because of the heat and the crowd, but I'm glad I stayed to see The Cruxshadows live performance. After the show, as I was leaving the club, I met Rogue and Rachel, the lead singer and violinist. I guess I'm still not used to meeting band members and these events, though it certainly seems commonplace for them to do so.
Live
Love
Be
Believe
There is always hope,
And the strongest and the bravest
Will always keep it close to them
For if you surrender hope,
Then love was right to leave you
-The Cruxshadows: Helen
Maybe I was never meant to recapture love after what I did.
I don't care if time just passes us by
I can stand the change...
But not the cruelty
-The Cruxshadows: Sympathy (For Tomorrow)
And I'll close my eyes and make it how it used to be
I swear I never stopped loving you with everything I am
And it hurts so much to think you stopped loving me
-The Cruxshadows: Monument
I think this one really describes how I feel right now:
Dreams may pass and dreams may fade
Nothing I love will stay the same
Nothing ever stays the same
-The Cruxshadows: The Dying Song
Regardless of the introspection
I see myself in your reflection
I guess it makes it easier
To turn your eyes away
-The Cruxshadows: Untrue
The Cruxshadows Homepage
Life is short.
Make fun of it.
There comes a time in everyone's life to forgive and forget. Today I hung out with an old friend that I haven't seen since my senior year of high school ('03). It was interesting to see how people change yet stay the same . . .
Happiness is just one emotion in a sea of countless others. Knowing what it feels like, though, has long since passed, and probably will never return. Laughing is a false sense of happiness; not really happy, but something, some minor detail has touched upon that part of our brain that knows we should smile.
A friend of mine experienced a harsh (and even harsh pales in comparison for a definition) fight with her boyfriend. She told me that he said to her "You fuck up everything." I haven't been able to give her advice, seeing as how I (kind of) have a crush on her. I probably shouldn't think anything of those feelings because I have (maybe) a snowball's chance in hell with her. I guess what I'm really getting at is if she breaks up with him . . . nevermind. Let's not talk about it.
Nobody cares, but hopefully, if I do this right, my picture should be up on the site. If not, oh well.
Holloween night I was at Club Shampoo for Dracula's Ball. I've never been one for a large, and I mean large, crowd of people, but it was a good time. I was kind of miserable, because of the heat and the crowd, but I'm glad I stayed to see The Cruxshadows live performance. After the show, as I was leaving the club, I met Rogue and Rachel, the lead singer and violinist. I guess I'm still not used to meeting band members and these events, though it certainly seems commonplace for them to do so.
Live
Love
Be
Believe
There is always hope,
And the strongest and the bravest
Will always keep it close to them
For if you surrender hope,
Then love was right to leave you
-The Cruxshadows: Helen
Maybe I was never meant to recapture love after what I did.
I don't care if time just passes us by
I can stand the change...
But not the cruelty
-The Cruxshadows: Sympathy (For Tomorrow)
And I'll close my eyes and make it how it used to be
I swear I never stopped loving you with everything I am
And it hurts so much to think you stopped loving me
-The Cruxshadows: Monument
I think this one really describes how I feel right now:
Dreams may pass and dreams may fade
Nothing I love will stay the same
Nothing ever stays the same
-The Cruxshadows: The Dying Song
Regardless of the introspection
I see myself in your reflection
I guess it makes it easier
To turn your eyes away
-The Cruxshadows: Untrue
The Cruxshadows Homepage
Life is short.
Make fun of it.