mmhmm I think it will take some time, but hopefully something good will come out of all that thinking about it! It just popped in my head that day...weird

My life in general. Jesus is another issue that I don't want to tackle until I have a better understanding of myself, since people suggested what he is to me in the past.

mhmmm
that is true. I'm just not that religious at the moment.
I'm agnostic so there is just a lot of stuff that i need to discover, before I can bring Jesus into my picture