notoriousdug:
Basically the factory neglected to put some options on special forklifts and I was out there to retrofit the options to the machines and it is not a simple process.

That sucks about the doctors; that kind of a wait only to be put off a second time is bullshit.

I just read Ismael Reed's 'The Freelance Pallbearers, ' I really like his writing and language.
rizzo:
I hope the medication helps you. It's definitely been a huge help for me over the years but I know a lot of people don't respond well to anti-depressants or it takes them a while to find the right one.
darqkloud:
That's exactly how I felt when I posted that blog, over a month ago.
Still kinda feel that way.


I hear you on the doctor thing. I've been having really bad sinus issues for over a
month and a half now. I've waiting for appointments, taking test and waiting
for results and have my (hopefully) final test this Thursday and can make
arrangements for a surgery (maybe two) to finally get it all fixed.
Fucking health care system.

AI know the depression, anxiety and panic attack situation. Had my first real
panic attack in 5 years on Friday. Not fun at all. Citalopram (Celexa) worked
well for me and the side effects weren't horrible. But it was HELL coming off of it.

Good luck with the job!
padre:
I'll give warm milk a shot

Yeah definitely keep going with breathing exercises & mind clearing techniques. They helped me
rizzo:
who's to say it isn't? wink
rizzo:
oooh I like the side effects one....
naty:
please!!!
notoriousdug:
Yeah, the one book of his I read pretty much left me slack jawed by the end. His writing and stories are just so far out in left field but so much fun to read; for me part of the fun was trying to make sure I deciphered all the slang correctly like reading Irvine Welsh but with a more American/urban slant.
tigerwong:
i didn't even bother with "the legend of chun li." i knew that was going to be shit too. If that pops up on youtube i'll check it out and see how much i can stand.