Hey all,
it's a long time since my last blog again.
I stoped taking my antidepressants cuz it makes me even more crazy as i am already.
Till now i don't got signs of withdrawal. And i hope it keeps this way.
Since 3 month i'm waiting for a therapy place and it still goes on.
Since i move to Greifswald i got new problems with my head. In Neubrandenburg where not many girls that attracted my. But in Greifswald are so many cute girls that i cant stand my own unability to talk to them and get a date or something. Now i can't even look at them without loosing myself and getting angry about my self and the human race.
I know i need help. And i know meds can't help my cuz its all cuz of memorys and experience. But with all this waiting its getting worse. I think with every day i have to wait for help i need another year to get clear with myself and this world.
I need so much to get some love but with this head i am not able to get. Its a damn vicious circle.
But there are some good news. My cousins wife born their healthy child. It's a little boy called Leonard. 3460 gram and 52 cm.
Even if i will never get own children, i'm happy that they all are healthy.
I think this is enough for now.
Have a nice day
it's a long time since my last blog again.
I stoped taking my antidepressants cuz it makes me even more crazy as i am already.
Till now i don't got signs of withdrawal. And i hope it keeps this way.
Since 3 month i'm waiting for a therapy place and it still goes on.
Since i move to Greifswald i got new problems with my head. In Neubrandenburg where not many girls that attracted my. But in Greifswald are so many cute girls that i cant stand my own unability to talk to them and get a date or something. Now i can't even look at them without loosing myself and getting angry about my self and the human race.
I know i need help. And i know meds can't help my cuz its all cuz of memorys and experience. But with all this waiting its getting worse. I think with every day i have to wait for help i need another year to get clear with myself and this world.
I need so much to get some love but with this head i am not able to get. Its a damn vicious circle.
But there are some good news. My cousins wife born their healthy child. It's a little boy called Leonard. 3460 gram and 52 cm.
Even if i will never get own children, i'm happy that they all are healthy.
I think this is enough for now.
Have a nice day