shoveled yesterday, shoveled today. i'll probably have to shovel tomorrow too, but i don't mind. it's a good exercise and it gets my outside where i really want to be. i need to find more excuses to get outside this winter. i suppose a walk is a walk.
i'm standing at work right now, have seen two customers. i have gotten some reading done and will do some more, but i figured i'd do some writing as well. i don't know if blogging can really be considered 'writing' in the terms that i mean. but it's doing something with the mind. i do need to do more 'writing'. greene, berry, both of them are worth an essay. i can even do an evaluation of subject & strategy and everything's an argument. both would help the job prospects. remember that too, you're looking for a job...
didn't talk to my father yesterday. he called, but i just let it ring. i'm not much for the holiday, it's really just another day for me. so, he'll be mad. i won't really care. not the greatest father/son relationship, but it's the one i have. i suppose that's been on my mind lately, my family relationship. it's not strong. i don't really talk to them, i don't really want to. i like my own thing and my own friends. yet, even those friends seem to be distant. i'm really just emotionally detached from so many things. is it like colin said, the drinking that inhibits emotional growth, or do i just don't establish strong emotional ties? or is it something else?
i really do like to not answer my phone. said but true...
i'm standing at work right now, have seen two customers. i have gotten some reading done and will do some more, but i figured i'd do some writing as well. i don't know if blogging can really be considered 'writing' in the terms that i mean. but it's doing something with the mind. i do need to do more 'writing'. greene, berry, both of them are worth an essay. i can even do an evaluation of subject & strategy and everything's an argument. both would help the job prospects. remember that too, you're looking for a job...
didn't talk to my father yesterday. he called, but i just let it ring. i'm not much for the holiday, it's really just another day for me. so, he'll be mad. i won't really care. not the greatest father/son relationship, but it's the one i have. i suppose that's been on my mind lately, my family relationship. it's not strong. i don't really talk to them, i don't really want to. i like my own thing and my own friends. yet, even those friends seem to be distant. i'm really just emotionally detached from so many things. is it like colin said, the drinking that inhibits emotional growth, or do i just don't establish strong emotional ties? or is it something else?
i really do like to not answer my phone. said but true...