I need a new job like...NOW! This being closed due to weather shit sux ass... This week I know I'll have 2 days off because it's suposed to pour. Fucking ski resorts. And I def need to move.
Ok... Now for some serious stuff to vent/talk about.
Do the people who know me personaly think I'm a loser? Because some people hate me becase I have no college education, I'm poor and have no ambition for anything. I have ambition, I want to start a clothing line. Thats what I want to do... And I also want to do something in music.
I'm a 26 year old poor, uneducated loser that can't spell to save his life.
I got where i am today all by myself. Everything i have I bought myself. I've had a hard life. Not like any one else hasn't but man, if you knew mine it sound like a movie. I am who I am from years of suffering. I'm sick of people who judge me and don't know me. I am probably one of the few nicest people left on this planet. I put my friends before me. I'll help whenever I can, even if it means I can't pay a bill.
I need out...
Ok... Now for some serious stuff to vent/talk about.
Do the people who know me personaly think I'm a loser? Because some people hate me becase I have no college education, I'm poor and have no ambition for anything. I have ambition, I want to start a clothing line. Thats what I want to do... And I also want to do something in music.
I'm a 26 year old poor, uneducated loser that can't spell to save his life.
I got where i am today all by myself. Everything i have I bought myself. I've had a hard life. Not like any one else hasn't but man, if you knew mine it sound like a movie. I am who I am from years of suffering. I'm sick of people who judge me and don't know me. I am probably one of the few nicest people left on this planet. I put my friends before me. I'll help whenever I can, even if it means I can't pay a bill.
I need out...
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I have never thought you were a loser.
I think you need to get out of this "whoa is me" mindset and start seeing your strong points, but then again, so do I, so I can't really talk.
Personally, I'd like to see you do something with your artwork, even if it was only a side project. Your "crappy sketches" would take me hours, if not DAYS to finish...
I say go for the clothing line. You have a SHITLOAD of myspace friends who I know would buy that shit up like it was the latest trend. Hell, maybe it will be the latest trend.
But don't neglect your natural ability to draw.
Conclusion: No, you're not a loser. Get it through your fuckin' head.
you have soooo many aweosme qualities that not alot of people can do so easily as you -
amazing artist : your little sketches, are really good.. (i didnt get the one you drew for me laminated and on my fridge for nothing) ide be interested to see what else you have done.. cause really.. the little things have blown me away already, i cant imagine if you did something that took weeks or longer to complete. not to forget the style of it all... i could see you being a tattoo artist or something.. you have the eye for it.
clothing line : your ideas are great. i told you flat out ide want one of the hoodies. you have so many good ideas that can be great ideas when they get out there!
music : for starts, just your interests in so many different sounds, bands.. everything is nuts! but nuts in a totally good way.. i could also see you being a dj or something.. or like.. radio personality.. have your own show.. depending on where youd be, it could do very well. and dont forget about you being able to make songs.. like its nothing.. "yeah.. i did this one the other day.." being able to play different instruments is a special talent in itself. ive heard your stuff - you know what your doing.. how things go together, how it will sound.. its good!
it sucks to think such an amazing person like youself.. thinks so lowly of themself...
you are who you are because of your past. and you are truely special and amazing.
stop focusing on 'bad things' when you have so many good things to look at..