Right. Short, whiny list and bitch time.
Things I need:
1. Job.
2. Money (see 1, but honestly, I need a job more to have something to make me PRODUCTIVE)
3. Girlfriend.
4. Consistency in a career that I like.
Lemme 'splain.
I'm not (okay, to be honest let's just say I didn't USED TO BE) a lazy lout who doesn't want to work. On the contrary, I'm a very hard worker, wind up being the "lead" guy in most every job I get and get along with almost everybody. But I'm no longer settling for jobs I don't want or shouldn't have.
I SHOULD NOT be somebody's assistant. It just doesn't work. Creative partner? Totally. Assistant? Hell, no. Tried it. Doesn't work. I'm too self-starting and interested in actually working on projects.
Been trying to et back into doing SOMETHING creative. I went so far as to start auditioning for low budget grad films again just to have something to do. I'd love to teach acting, but doing that out here essentially requires rounding up people and forcing them to pay you. And god knows I don't want any friends in a class I'd teach.
This long-distance semi-romance thing I have going with someone is just too painful. I need to actually SEE somebody and DO THINGS with and for them. I'm too much of a romantic to just see somebody three times a year. It doesn't work. Can I just meet somebody fun, cute and available?
Blah blah.
(In the time of writing that last paragraph, I just had a GREAT and much needed phone conversation with a friend who's assured me he and many many others are going through similar issues right now, which actually makes me feel much better........ just that feeling that I'm not alone and simply being worthless.)
Long story short, I need to be re-inspired. By something. Someone. Someplace.
It'll happen.
Just, please, soon.
Things I need:
1. Job.
2. Money (see 1, but honestly, I need a job more to have something to make me PRODUCTIVE)
3. Girlfriend.
4. Consistency in a career that I like.
Lemme 'splain.
I'm not (okay, to be honest let's just say I didn't USED TO BE) a lazy lout who doesn't want to work. On the contrary, I'm a very hard worker, wind up being the "lead" guy in most every job I get and get along with almost everybody. But I'm no longer settling for jobs I don't want or shouldn't have.
I SHOULD NOT be somebody's assistant. It just doesn't work. Creative partner? Totally. Assistant? Hell, no. Tried it. Doesn't work. I'm too self-starting and interested in actually working on projects.
Been trying to et back into doing SOMETHING creative. I went so far as to start auditioning for low budget grad films again just to have something to do. I'd love to teach acting, but doing that out here essentially requires rounding up people and forcing them to pay you. And god knows I don't want any friends in a class I'd teach.
This long-distance semi-romance thing I have going with someone is just too painful. I need to actually SEE somebody and DO THINGS with and for them. I'm too much of a romantic to just see somebody three times a year. It doesn't work. Can I just meet somebody fun, cute and available?
Blah blah.
(In the time of writing that last paragraph, I just had a GREAT and much needed phone conversation with a friend who's assured me he and many many others are going through similar issues right now, which actually makes me feel much better........ just that feeling that I'm not alone and simply being worthless.)
Long story short, I need to be re-inspired. By something. Someone. Someplace.
It'll happen.
Just, please, soon.