It's a healthy mix of the two, from what my recent experience tells me. I hope that you find yourself. I hope that, one day, you don't even have to think about deep breaths anymore. They'll just come. I just know this will be good for you. I can feel it.
i never knew there was a start over button on life,
and even if there is, fuck that ,the whole fun of it is to see how far you can push it before it explodes i nyour face.