dexie:
wow.... very moving... you are so strong though. Look and read the words you have put down, and let others in to read. Look at how far you come compaired to where you could have been or where you thought you'd end up. You have so much in your heart that is pure and beautiful. You don't need to prove to yourself or others how incredibly strong and mature you are. The world has so much love in it, yes there are the common fly's that plauge our being once in a while, but its inevitable. Like you said, balance.
I hate that shit like oh Ill talk to you as long as no one else is aroud crap. I was done with dealling with those people in high school. 
