bella_donna:
oh hey its all good i realized saturdays arn't the best for getting people out lol. I hope you had fun at the birthday bash though. Did you find a spot in town yet? lol we're looking to move over to the sugar house area in august or so. I think we need a house and I miss the trees to much wink
Rant away lady thats what journals are for.

Being social can be such a pain in the arse. It is easyer sometimes to just not bother. I'm more of a few good friends person. I'm much more content one on one then in a large group... you dont have to deal with all the social crap then and the fakeness. But don't get me wrong I do enjoy the large group thing every now and then just not all the time ewww tongue
shane_is_rad:
your bangs look grrrrate smile
keep your head up smile good days are coming soon.
shane_is_rad:
I was reading you journal when you was reading mine he he he. no they are not on ozzfest. they are coming with sum 41 on the 4th and ozzfest is on the 16th. as i lay dying is on that bill on of my fav.s smile

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shane_is_rad:
And tickets go for 38$ for GA grass and 85$ for seats. I just got GA
dexie:
I hate people who think patronizing is ok. Its fucking pisses me off. Im sorry about that.

Im glad your digging yourself out of this rut sweet girl. You're so beautiful.. inside and out from what you have let me in to see. Embrace that. kiss kiss kiss
dexie:
wheee ok ill try the blode out for awhile...





Warped tour?
dexie:
sick ass! we should get bella_donna in on this too!
dexie:
technically, yes. But inactive. Does that make sense?

Yes, waaaaay too much drama... i hide in my room. Thats a good idea. I get so mad when someone else treats someone I love bad, or are just plain stupid. Blah
mrmiah:
Girl, you know how to write! I'm so fucking emotionally constipated so often and have no idea how to get it out. I usually deal with my shit alone with a heavy dose of adrenalin.

I am happy to see you climbing out of your rut. I swear, sometimes I just have to pretend that going out and being social is just practice to learn how to do it well instead of the thing that occupies my moment, does that make sense?

Anyway, thanks for keeping up with me. I'm looking forward to hanging with you guys when i get back. kisses my dear...
shane_is_rad:
I hope your doing better today smile
dexie:
oh honey if I looked 1/2 as good as you do I wouldnt have to!!!! ack!