The show went remarkably well even though there were a lot of fuck-ups involved. I got a call back from the feet people who really thought my feet were beautiful (isn't this silly?) and want to make an appointment for next week to see my feet in person.
I am terribly sad at the moment, reminding myself repeatedly that I don't like being single, yet find relationships grossly overrated. I was truly hoping that I would receive a call from someone, that I was worth it, but I guess in his eyes I'm not. Life is complicated, I am complex (I can't even figure myself out). Why do I torture myself continually with things I cannot have?
I am terribly sad at the moment, reminding myself repeatedly that I don't like being single, yet find relationships grossly overrated. I was truly hoping that I would receive a call from someone, that I was worth it, but I guess in his eyes I'm not. Life is complicated, I am complex (I can't even figure myself out). Why do I torture myself continually with things I cannot have?
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darkhorse:
Hi sweetie, it's been a long time! How you doin? i've been sorting my life out over the last 3 months. You're still looking stunnung aswell..... x
sexydevil:
Im not sure when the King died exactly , we must have been at an aniversary of his death date. I can call my Mom and find out for you if you want? I was a baby, who knows. I guess the point of my story was how hardcore my parents were. Dates times and all that aside, they were pretty hardcore!