tecumseh1981

Still no fucking job. I was lucky and able to work at the pizza place for the last 2 days as one of the other drivers needed it off. I went with Mikey to go see Beerfest on Thursday and really enjoyed it. We had a great Mexican dinner and then went to the movie. I really hope things turn better for the both of us. He really is a good kid and deserves a lot more than life has given him.

I really hope to move to Seattle for school. I realized that I really dont much care to go anyother place. I really want to leave here and start fresh over there. I need to find work to save some money so I can move there. It would be really nice to leave this fucking place as I am tired of IL and the whole damn suburban scene.

I am also going to apply to UIC so I have a backup school. My other choices are still UNLV and Drexel. I am not sure where I am going to go except that if I get into the University of Washington I am going to go. I dont care as it is my dream school and I really think I will be happy there. That is all that is driving me. I really want to be happy now. It seems so strange to have to say that as I think a lot of my friends are happy. Perhaps content is a better word? Either way I must leave and relocate to a nicer place. Hopefully Seattle will be that place.

Employment is my number one priority as I can then save some cash and go to school with some money. I am sure my parents will help me but I long to be independent of anyone. We will see. I am sure Sieg will allow me to use his address for my license purposes. Either way I will hopefully find out soon about where I will be in school.

As of right now I will go to that stupid Halloween store and the gas station in search of employemnt. Dominos as well. I figure it would only be for 3 months at most and I could deal with that. I just need to save some cash so I can get the fuck out of here. Perhaps a semester at UIC is not such a bad idea. Well we will see.