teaghan

We've decided he'll come here.



Holy anxiety.


Now im financially responsible for two.
im planning on moving to Markham which means getting transferred at work.
And filing paperwork on top.
Not to mention the huge pressure I feel on my relationship.
Not from him, but my previous failures.

I truly am lucky to have someone who is willing to give up so much for me.
Who is there no matter what.
Who overall has my back and knows how to make me laugh
I feel like wine, this relationship has aged over 2 years of ldr into fine wine.


Im just scared.


And really lonely.
I hate living alone in a city I hardly know.
I hate feeling like I only work and sleep.

im really sick of looking forward to things than having things in the now.
Im excited for August.
Because I need him here so I can live more in the now.