yeah i have some stuff to send you if you want. e-mail me with your information and i will send you one. and you better like it or i will be forced to stab you...that's right..all the way from st. louis...i gots me a long assin knife, fo sho'.
i rock? he he.. thats a model of a camaro.. my mom had an i rock when i was a kid!
anger is such a pain to deal with-i have anger problems like you wouldn't believe.... i want to kill everyone that pisses me off...literally.
you sound just like me...you will always be alone, that's why you HAVE to take care of your own happy first. why will you always be alone? same reason i will always be alone.. because everything dies, everything breaks, and everything ends...why rely on anyone else who you probably can't depend on anyways... when you can rely on only yourself and you know you can depend on yourself more than anything....
you sound way too much like me...whoa
You making some very valid points. I'll only say a few things:
1) if you gotta let the rage out, then it's gotta be done. Just focus it carefully. Don't do stuff that'll get you in more trouble than your targets.
b) You're right in the whole "making everyone else happy, and not making yourself happy". You gotta be able to take care of yourself before starting to worry about others. Sometiems it's a little rough, or harsh, but sometimes you have to look out for #1.
III) I see what you mean about the great unknown. Each day that goes by makes me want to just up and leave somewhere. just go to anyplace. England. Alaska. who knows. just backpack and see what I can do and where I can go.
Do what you gotta do. Keep your wits about ya. Stay Strong. and uhh... make sure you're wearing clean underwear.
I know exactly what you mean. I'm not at that place currently, but I've been their. There was a time where all the people I was meeting and befriending just seemed like they were out to use me until I was of no need to them anymore. Luckily, though I have finally found true friends and people that geniuely care for me.
