Free Spirits in the Face of Stuggle
Time to Spread my Wings in the Wind!
... In the times of struggle, who or what Is your only means to sanity? Is it a friends voice? Is it a horoscope that hits everso close to home? Is it those perfect words, spoken from perfect lips that say, "Everything will be OK?" Or is it just knowing that you're not alone. Times get hard, and not everything works out the way you want it to, but it is in knowing this that you can truly be a free spirit. I sometimes think about when I was younger, and how badly I hated my mother for some of the situations she left me in. I sometimes sat and wished that I would never have to feel that way again. Now that I have gotten a little bit older, and wiser ... I realize that I never hated her. In fact I admire her, for she is one of the very last real "Free Spirits" on this earth. I guess there is a hint of jealousy that lingers inside of me for that very reason.
.... Lately my moods have been fluctuating up and down so rapidly that I can't keep track of the way I should be feeling at the present moment, let alone a minute from now. I guess this is all part of my, "Cancerian Curse," Damn my father for knocking my mother up in October! Grrrrrrr. Damn I miss my Pops. Even if I didn't know him.
A Fool Throws A Purple & Gray Axe Towards the Fence
Full Service: Tea Leaves, Aura, Tarot and Bears, Oh My!
..... I had my Tea Leaves/Tasseography, Aura and Tarot Read yesterday. Fun stuff! Talk about the full service! Here is my reading for the most part, based on the sheet of understanding I received after my reading. I have been thinking a lot about his, funny enough my reading hit close to home on several different levels. Let's begin with my Aura reading. I was told that my Aura at that present moment was Gray with shades of Purple lingering underneath.
Gray Aura: A transient but foreboding color. Foreshadows illness, adversity and if throughout the aura system, death. Small areas of dark gray can signify a serious health problem depending on the location of the color.
Purple Aura: A relatively rare color, it is associated with abstract and philosophical interests. Creative and artistic, purple aura people place great value on intuitive knowledge, typically above average in intelligence and with superior verbal skills. Purple is a highly stable colour.
...... OK, with that being told ... we shall now move on to my Tarot reading. I was so nervous at the moment the cards were brought on to the table. Although, I kept focussed and at ease. I concentrated hard, and picked my cards. The outcome of my reading is as followed.
3 of Wands: You are prepared to take risks to explore new opportunities or enterprises. The card in the Self position reveals aspects of how you perceive yourself right now. When the Three of Wands is in this position an adventure is about to be set in motion. This card represents the burning drive that compels a person to risk his or her worldly fortunes for a chance at greatness. Committed to a plan of action, you have gathered resources and designed the step by step procedure. An enterprising spirit inspires you to strike out in this new direction rather than stay with the status quo. Now you can confidently set out on this journey of exploration and hopefully, enrichment.
2 of Wands: Allow a process to unfold at its own pace, even if it's difficult for you to give up control. The card that lands in the Situation position refers to social or circumstantial factors which could be affecting your life at this time. The Two of Wands in this position suggests a person or a group that may not be particularly clear about goals and stalls the process by getting caught up in the tiniest details. Although this can feel agonizing to an ambitious person, it may be wise to accept this kind of hesitation as a necessary step. The collective has yet to identify its highest interests. Not until people become sufficiently uncomfortable with the situation will anything significant happen. Others need time in which to assess the situation and act accordingly so refrain from getting hasty about trying to fix things. You may be faced with greater problems later on if you permit the group to proceed without adequate preparation. Buyer's remorse could be a problem if decisions are rushed.
The Fool: The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The pack on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool.
Tea Leaves/Tasseography Reading:
MOUNTAIN - great goals but with many difficulties
FENCE - limitations, minor setbacks, not permanent
TOP AXE - difficulties; if at top overcoming of difficulties
Horoscope/Cancer: Distractions are behind you, except for a few calls and letters. Connect with your passion, and make sure to spend a few hours producing something that means a lot to you. Love isn't always easy, but you'll work it out.
Free Spirits in the Face of Uncertainty
My Wings Flew away in the Fierce winds!
....... So there is the latest journey throughout the life & mind of TNS. I still sit back and wonder what it feels like to be a free Spirit, then again, I guess in order to be truly free I would have to surrender myself to uncertainty. I do believe that is the one thing that keeps me where I am, and feeling how I feel. Sometimes wondering what tomorrow will bring, helps me to get through today. Maybe one day, I too, will be able to say I am truly free. Until then ...
I will keep thinking about tomorrow.
Seeya Later Chickens
T ............N.................S ............
Tattooed N Screwed Superstar
Time to Spread my Wings in the Wind!
... In the times of struggle, who or what Is your only means to sanity? Is it a friends voice? Is it a horoscope that hits everso close to home? Is it those perfect words, spoken from perfect lips that say, "Everything will be OK?" Or is it just knowing that you're not alone. Times get hard, and not everything works out the way you want it to, but it is in knowing this that you can truly be a free spirit. I sometimes think about when I was younger, and how badly I hated my mother for some of the situations she left me in. I sometimes sat and wished that I would never have to feel that way again. Now that I have gotten a little bit older, and wiser ... I realize that I never hated her. In fact I admire her, for she is one of the very last real "Free Spirits" on this earth. I guess there is a hint of jealousy that lingers inside of me for that very reason.
.... Lately my moods have been fluctuating up and down so rapidly that I can't keep track of the way I should be feeling at the present moment, let alone a minute from now. I guess this is all part of my, "Cancerian Curse," Damn my father for knocking my mother up in October! Grrrrrrr. Damn I miss my Pops. Even if I didn't know him.
A Fool Throws A Purple & Gray Axe Towards the Fence
Full Service: Tea Leaves, Aura, Tarot and Bears, Oh My!
..... I had my Tea Leaves/Tasseography, Aura and Tarot Read yesterday. Fun stuff! Talk about the full service! Here is my reading for the most part, based on the sheet of understanding I received after my reading. I have been thinking a lot about his, funny enough my reading hit close to home on several different levels. Let's begin with my Aura reading. I was told that my Aura at that present moment was Gray with shades of Purple lingering underneath.
Gray Aura: A transient but foreboding color. Foreshadows illness, adversity and if throughout the aura system, death. Small areas of dark gray can signify a serious health problem depending on the location of the color.
Purple Aura: A relatively rare color, it is associated with abstract and philosophical interests. Creative and artistic, purple aura people place great value on intuitive knowledge, typically above average in intelligence and with superior verbal skills. Purple is a highly stable colour.
...... OK, with that being told ... we shall now move on to my Tarot reading. I was so nervous at the moment the cards were brought on to the table. Although, I kept focussed and at ease. I concentrated hard, and picked my cards. The outcome of my reading is as followed.
3 of Wands: You are prepared to take risks to explore new opportunities or enterprises. The card in the Self position reveals aspects of how you perceive yourself right now. When the Three of Wands is in this position an adventure is about to be set in motion. This card represents the burning drive that compels a person to risk his or her worldly fortunes for a chance at greatness. Committed to a plan of action, you have gathered resources and designed the step by step procedure. An enterprising spirit inspires you to strike out in this new direction rather than stay with the status quo. Now you can confidently set out on this journey of exploration and hopefully, enrichment.
2 of Wands: Allow a process to unfold at its own pace, even if it's difficult for you to give up control. The card that lands in the Situation position refers to social or circumstantial factors which could be affecting your life at this time. The Two of Wands in this position suggests a person or a group that may not be particularly clear about goals and stalls the process by getting caught up in the tiniest details. Although this can feel agonizing to an ambitious person, it may be wise to accept this kind of hesitation as a necessary step. The collective has yet to identify its highest interests. Not until people become sufficiently uncomfortable with the situation will anything significant happen. Others need time in which to assess the situation and act accordingly so refrain from getting hasty about trying to fix things. You may be faced with greater problems later on if you permit the group to proceed without adequate preparation. Buyer's remorse could be a problem if decisions are rushed.
The Fool: The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The pack on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool.
Tea Leaves/Tasseography Reading:
MOUNTAIN - great goals but with many difficulties
FENCE - limitations, minor setbacks, not permanent
TOP AXE - difficulties; if at top overcoming of difficulties
Horoscope/Cancer: Distractions are behind you, except for a few calls and letters. Connect with your passion, and make sure to spend a few hours producing something that means a lot to you. Love isn't always easy, but you'll work it out.
Free Spirits in the Face of Uncertainty
My Wings Flew away in the Fierce winds!
....... So there is the latest journey throughout the life & mind of TNS. I still sit back and wonder what it feels like to be a free Spirit, then again, I guess in order to be truly free I would have to surrender myself to uncertainty. I do believe that is the one thing that keeps me where I am, and feeling how I feel. Sometimes wondering what tomorrow will bring, helps me to get through today. Maybe one day, I too, will be able to say I am truly free. Until then ...
I will keep thinking about tomorrow.
Seeya Later Chickens
T ............N.................S ............
Tattooed N Screwed Superstar
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