So I'm trying to find a gel or powder food colouring online so i can colour some chocolate and i just can't find it anywhere.
Does anyone know anywhere that sells this? I'm going into the city tomorrow so I'll try Jarrolds and lakeland, but any help would be fab!
I was talking to my MIL last night about the women i work with, I was discussing how I can't believe that 2 women could change the way i am so drastically. I used to be happy and chirpy, a bit depressed but up for a giggle, I enjoyed discussing my plans, holidays, books and films, Pete and my private life. But since they became evil nosey bitches I'm grumpy, quiet and non-responsive, i'm so stressed and depressed around them and my hackles come up as soon as they come in every morning.
I wonder if it'll ever get better and if not will I be able to cope for another 2 years? I've got to stay here for 2 years because my boss has paid my college fees and if I leave I have to pay them back and it'll be nearly 2k.
How long can I stay sane when there are people belittling me to my face and behind my back, wanting to know everything about me only to talk about it to people who aren't supposed to know?
Yesterday I realised that I was completely numb to everything around me, my breathing was shallow and light, I'd stopped hearing their whiny annoying voices and all i could see was my computer, my body was completely relaxed but in a contained kinda way. is this the beginning of the end or am i finally coping?
edited to share my pain!
Today is getting worse - just had a run in with my super about me borrowing in the works van, she said why is the van outside, I said, I borrowed it last night and I left it out there incase T wanted to use it. But I told T this morning. She was like whoa! I was only asking, i can't hear emails you know and you don't have any conversations about using the van so how am I supposed to know?!
T stood up for me and said she SPOKE to me about it as I just sat in my chair trying not to cry.
FFS woman, you don't need to know when I use the van, the boss knows and is ok with it so
, I'm glad I'm popping out for lunch other wise I'd have to listen to them moaning about me, instead I'm going to read my book and hopfully relax a bit.
Does anyone know anywhere that sells this? I'm going into the city tomorrow so I'll try Jarrolds and lakeland, but any help would be fab!
I was talking to my MIL last night about the women i work with, I was discussing how I can't believe that 2 women could change the way i am so drastically. I used to be happy and chirpy, a bit depressed but up for a giggle, I enjoyed discussing my plans, holidays, books and films, Pete and my private life. But since they became evil nosey bitches I'm grumpy, quiet and non-responsive, i'm so stressed and depressed around them and my hackles come up as soon as they come in every morning.
I wonder if it'll ever get better and if not will I be able to cope for another 2 years? I've got to stay here for 2 years because my boss has paid my college fees and if I leave I have to pay them back and it'll be nearly 2k.
How long can I stay sane when there are people belittling me to my face and behind my back, wanting to know everything about me only to talk about it to people who aren't supposed to know?
Yesterday I realised that I was completely numb to everything around me, my breathing was shallow and light, I'd stopped hearing their whiny annoying voices and all i could see was my computer, my body was completely relaxed but in a contained kinda way. is this the beginning of the end or am i finally coping?
edited to share my pain!
Today is getting worse - just had a run in with my super about me borrowing in the works van, she said why is the van outside, I said, I borrowed it last night and I left it out there incase T wanted to use it. But I told T this morning. She was like whoa! I was only asking, i can't hear emails you know and you don't have any conversations about using the van so how am I supposed to know?!
T stood up for me and said she SPOKE to me about it as I just sat in my chair trying not to cry.
FFS woman, you don't need to know when I use the van, the boss knows and is ok with it so
, I'm glad I'm popping out for lunch other wise I'd have to listen to them moaning about me, instead I'm going to read my book and hopfully relax a bit.VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
about the chocolate...i have no idea!!! are you gona do some yummy baking!