tatpunkgurl13

Hey all....I know I know, I have not updated in forever. I have been busy staying sober and all that good shit. It isnt easy. I get to like feel all these shitty emotions and it sucks....it sure beats feeling hangover though. I am taking meds though and seeing my shrink, so all is good.

I found out the other day my ex gf is seeing a new chick and they moved in together already.....like wtf is with that bullshit. I can understand meeting somebody new....but living together? Needless to say that made me feel like shit. Not really because I think we couldnt make things work, but because I am alone and I hate it. Whatever I guess....I need to stop stressing over shit I cant change. Long distance relationships just dont work.

So i am pretty over being single, I know its good for me though. I am learning to take care and love myself. It would sure be great though to be held at night, or to hold somebody. Oh well, I guess the time will come again when it is right.

Love Me

P.S. - I saw Taking Back Sunday tonight. It was an awesome show