tankgirl20

sooo I am sooo fed of with this life right now. Well sheldon and I got into an argument last night. and for once sense we broke up I didn't start it!!!! I am sooo fucking pissed off!!! he ended up sleeping in the living room. well He finally said that he wanted to find someone less flamboant and more plane and boring and all that shit, and you know, that was it we aren't getting back together, there is no hope for us, and the fact that he tries to make it seem like the reason we broke up is all my fault pisses me off!! well last night he finally said that we both fucked up. you know what though this illusion of this susan suranden and hellen hunt woman that just plain and dosen't want to do anything...is a not going to happen, if he wants that b/c is not going to find it working in a tattoo shop, and expecially if he meets this person in a tattoo shop!!!! and even if he dose it wont last b/c he works everyday for like 14 to 16 hours a day....he'll never have in fucking time for her. the reason we worked is b/c we worked the same amount of hours. so it wasn't like one or the other had more time on our hands. then another thing, that fucking ass whole gose and airs out fucking dirty laundry on fucking myspace, I pissed b/c he had to dump me first in real life then he has the adacity to dump me there and make it so fucking blatant!!!!!! Bull shit, that's what it is......I just don't have the energy for this shit anymore. and I'm taking my fucking cats. b/c i'll be damned if some other womans going to be around my cats and pet them....NO FUCKING WAY!!!! sooo there gose my life in a fucking nut shell. you know ppl say they don't play games, but every day we play a fucking game. it's just whose game we feel like playing for that day, and I am through with this game....

Bethany is OUT!