thanks for the birthday wishes. We all need to bitch and moan for a bit every once in a while. But while you are talking about the escapism of television . I have been watching "Rescue me" seasons on dvd. It is a good show.
It's okay to feel and have emotions. That is part of our experience as human beings. The most interesting part is when you observe yourself having these feelings and cherishing them because they are very precious. Suddenly the whole world takes on a new luminescence.
I hope that it is not rude of me to say this, but you have a very special opportunity to experience the world in a way many people will never experience. I know I didn't see it this way when I couldn't walk but if you can get to that place of observation life gets a lot easier.
