synngardenn

I want to marry a tattooed, rocker, with a good boy attitude. I want him to be into horror, writing, learning about anything and anything we decided to learn together. I want him to be smart but not look down on me if I'm not as smart as he is. I want to be able to be myself and still have him want to be with me anyway. I want him to fight with me and still be around after to make up.

I keep getting advice from :


"You should go to the clubs" - Mother - Nope, sorry Mom. I've done that. I've never had a good time and I was making and honest effort.

"You might want to try one of those dating sites" - Family friend - UGH! Been there, done that! All I got for my trouble was some jackass thinking he would be funny by making a date with me and standing me up. Come to find out he'd shown up for the date at the resturant. Asked the hostess what table I was at and left.

"Let me set you up with someone!" - Best Friend - He meant well but the guy ended up being a real jerk to me. Acting as if he was embarrased to be seen with me. Who needs that?

I honestly don't know what more I can do to make myself anymore open to love then I already am. I want whatever "higher power" there is to cut me a break.
I am thankful for the friends and family I have online and off. I just want someone look over on the other side of the bed and say good morning to.