"There's a tear in my Beer" is one of the greatest country songs ever. I think they have it on repeat at the Blue Light (dirty dive bar around the corner). But my favorite out of all the above has got to be "Cow Cow Boogie". I mean, what is that? I wanna see.
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My life? you ask.... um, a whole hell of a lot has happened since you left. Honestly, I don't even know where to begin. Most of the peeps on this site have read a lot of the drama, as I ended up using my journals as an outlet, so it's no big secret.
I recently went back and deleted a bunch of my entries though, when I began to feel like certain members of A's family were spying on me. After he died my relationship with the family deterioriated. I was made into a scapegoat, and have spent the last 2 months on Damage Control: attempting to put out the fires of malicious gossip and nasty rumors.
The one I'm particularly fond of: I some how designed to give A Cancer so that I could manipulate him into marrying me and then take all his money (there is none) and live off the gracious donations the community had pulled together to give me towards his Medical Debt ($81,700.00+). Apparently the donation money has "afforded me a life of gratuitious drug and alcohol abuse and promescuity" (sorry my spelling is horrible).
It's truly amazing how vindictive and immature some people can be.
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Anyway. Aside from people trying to slander and sue me, I'm pretty good. I have a Boxer puppy (Jameson) who is now 6 months old and solid muscle. And an adopted adult dog (Rob) who is a Bisenji mix.
I met someone new (part of the drama too, you see). Who has been taking care of me; emotionally and financialy. And is making me happy. And just recently we decided to move in together.
It's all very domestic-but YOU of all people should remember how badly I'd been wanting domestic security for SO long now. So it seems some things happen for a reason.... and I honestly believe I was ment to meet LRD shortly after A died for this very reason. After going thu 6 weeks of intense care giving, it's really nice to have a little bit of role reversal. It just saddens me that there are people in this Chicago community who would begrudge me this happiness. I hear nasty things about myself on the street all the time...it takes a lot of energy to block it out.
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My life? you ask.... um, a whole hell of a lot has happened since you left. Honestly, I don't even know where to begin. Most of the peeps on this site have read a lot of the drama, as I ended up using my journals as an outlet, so it's no big secret.
I recently went back and deleted a bunch of my entries though, when I began to feel like certain members of A's family were spying on me. After he died my relationship with the family deterioriated. I was made into a scapegoat, and have spent the last 2 months on Damage Control: attempting to put out the fires of malicious gossip and nasty rumors.
The one I'm particularly fond of: I some how designed to give A Cancer so that I could manipulate him into marrying me and then take all his money (there is none) and live off the gracious donations the community had pulled together to give me towards his Medical Debt ($81,700.00+). Apparently the donation money has "afforded me a life of gratuitious drug and alcohol abuse and promescuity" (sorry my spelling is horrible).
It's truly amazing how vindictive and immature some people can be.
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Anyway. Aside from people trying to slander and sue me, I'm pretty good. I have a Boxer puppy (Jameson) who is now 6 months old and solid muscle. And an adopted adult dog (Rob) who is a Bisenji mix.
I met someone new (part of the drama too, you see). Who has been taking care of me; emotionally and financialy. And is making me happy. And just recently we decided to move in together.
It's all very domestic-but YOU of all people should remember how badly I'd been wanting domestic security for SO long now. So it seems some things happen for a reason.... and I honestly believe I was ment to meet LRD shortly after A died for this very reason. After going thu 6 weeks of intense care giving, it's really nice to have a little bit of role reversal. It just saddens me that there are people in this Chicago community who would begrudge me this happiness. I hear nasty things about myself on the street all the time...it takes a lot of energy to block it out.
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I think that's it for now.
Love ya!