This is a picture from my performance I won the burlesque competition with:
Since the last time I posted, my love returned from Greece and our reunion was everything and more than I expected. We are really happy and again we are running around together making each other smile and laugh. There is nothing like a connection with someone that makes you feel like you are perfect the way you are, even when you are being neurotic.
I'm having a really emotional day. Here's why:
RELATIONSHIP
1. I really love my Greek.
2. I want to live with my Greek, spend the rest of my life with him.
3. But if you know anything about Greeks....and Greek Orthodox, it means you don't live with someone you aren't married/engaged to. They live with their families until then.
4. And it's only been just over a year, and we've both vowed to take our time and do everything we can to be really strong and awesome.
I'm lucky that his family digs me, and that's why I spend the night at his house most of the time. I'm just tired of having an overnight bag, and cooking in two different kitchens.
meh.
I've been on the phone talking to him about it though, and he understands my frustration and wishes he could do something about it right now, but it's a bit complicated. I am really thankful that this isn't for lack of love. I love that he's so very traditional because deep down my values are too, but at times my frustration complicates what I really want.
OTHER MINI UPDATES
1. All of a sudden I have started to wake up early. Like 7 am. I used to be a vampire, sleeping into the early afternoons. So strange.
2. I started my job last Friday. I'm really excited about it, and I think I'm going to be good at my job.
3. You may see me on television in the near-ish future. I don't know how I feel about that yet.
4. My body hates it when I drink. I think I have to stop drinking, maybe save for a glass of wine occasionally with dinner.
5. I've been cooking, and I enjoy it!
THINGS I WEAR ON A REGULAR BASIS
1. Leggings. Fuck off, it's Seattle in the summer.
2. Slouchy tank top dresses
3. Neckerchiefs
4. Gold indian earrings
5. Things with leaves on them
6. The color green
7. Subtle tiger print
8. boots
9. Gladiator sandals
10. long light weight sweaters
THINGS I AM CRAVING
1. enclosed platform heels
2. more lightweight day dresses
3. cupcakes
4. Ostrich.com 50" burlesque fans
5. Sydni colored rhinestone dance shoes
6. A super fucked up punk haircut with steps
7. To finish my half sleeve
8. An engagement ring (le sigh. I know)
9. A trip with Niko to a secluded island
10. Some cute flats
11. Turkey feather boas in turquoise and baby pink
12. A Darth Vader mask and jet black rhinestones (I got me a project!)
SHOW ME
1. Something you love to wear
2. A great website about fashion
TELL ME
1. The best part of being in love
2. The worst part of being in love (when it's reciprocated, and they haven't left you)
3. What your theme song would be for today
My theme song:
Since the last time I posted, my love returned from Greece and our reunion was everything and more than I expected. We are really happy and again we are running around together making each other smile and laugh. There is nothing like a connection with someone that makes you feel like you are perfect the way you are, even when you are being neurotic.
I'm having a really emotional day. Here's why:
RELATIONSHIP
1. I really love my Greek.
2. I want to live with my Greek, spend the rest of my life with him.
3. But if you know anything about Greeks....and Greek Orthodox, it means you don't live with someone you aren't married/engaged to. They live with their families until then.
4. And it's only been just over a year, and we've both vowed to take our time and do everything we can to be really strong and awesome.
I'm lucky that his family digs me, and that's why I spend the night at his house most of the time. I'm just tired of having an overnight bag, and cooking in two different kitchens.
meh.
I've been on the phone talking to him about it though, and he understands my frustration and wishes he could do something about it right now, but it's a bit complicated. I am really thankful that this isn't for lack of love. I love that he's so very traditional because deep down my values are too, but at times my frustration complicates what I really want.
OTHER MINI UPDATES
1. All of a sudden I have started to wake up early. Like 7 am. I used to be a vampire, sleeping into the early afternoons. So strange.
2. I started my job last Friday. I'm really excited about it, and I think I'm going to be good at my job.
3. You may see me on television in the near-ish future. I don't know how I feel about that yet.
4. My body hates it when I drink. I think I have to stop drinking, maybe save for a glass of wine occasionally with dinner.
5. I've been cooking, and I enjoy it!
THINGS I WEAR ON A REGULAR BASIS
1. Leggings. Fuck off, it's Seattle in the summer.
2. Slouchy tank top dresses
3. Neckerchiefs
4. Gold indian earrings
5. Things with leaves on them
6. The color green
7. Subtle tiger print
8. boots
9. Gladiator sandals
10. long light weight sweaters
THINGS I AM CRAVING
1. enclosed platform heels
2. more lightweight day dresses
3. cupcakes
4. Ostrich.com 50" burlesque fans
5. Sydni colored rhinestone dance shoes
6. A super fucked up punk haircut with steps
7. To finish my half sleeve
8. An engagement ring (le sigh. I know)
9. A trip with Niko to a secluded island
10. Some cute flats
11. Turkey feather boas in turquoise and baby pink
12. A Darth Vader mask and jet black rhinestones (I got me a project!)
SHOW ME
1. Something you love to wear
2. A great website about fashion
TELL ME
1. The best part of being in love
2. The worst part of being in love (when it's reciprocated, and they haven't left you)
3. What your theme song would be for today
My theme song:
xoxo
Sydni
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joker_:
Yay you too!
ladyexxa:
I know! That site makes me reconsider my whole financial arrangement.