Merry Fucking whatever. good times have begun my son has just gone to sleep after some long cuddles with daddy awww..
Its a lonely time even though I am surrounded by people.
Funny thing is I dressed up tonight primped even just to be impressive but why? I went out of my way to look good even shaved.
I feel so empty.
F.A.M = fact about me = I am unable to hear myself sing. (tone deaf too I am told)
Lotd:
Is she ready to know my frustration?
What she slippin' inside, slow castration
I'm a riddle so strong, you can't break me
Did she come here to try, try to take me
Did she call my name?
I think it's gonna rain
When i die
Was it something i said, held against me?
Ain't no life on the run, slowly climbing
Caught in ice so she stares, stares at nothing
I can help her but won't, now she hates me
She won't let me hide
She don't want me to cry
Will she keep on the ground, trying to ground me
Slowly forgive my lie, lying to save me
Could she love me again, or will she hate me
Prob'ly not, i know why, can't explain me
Did she call my name?
I think it's gonna rain
When i die
Its a lonely time even though I am surrounded by people.
Funny thing is I dressed up tonight primped even just to be impressive but why? I went out of my way to look good even shaved.
I feel so empty.
F.A.M = fact about me = I am unable to hear myself sing. (tone deaf too I am told)
Lotd:
Is she ready to know my frustration?
What she slippin' inside, slow castration
I'm a riddle so strong, you can't break me
Did she come here to try, try to take me
Did she call my name?
I think it's gonna rain
When i die
Was it something i said, held against me?
Ain't no life on the run, slowly climbing
Caught in ice so she stares, stares at nothing
I can help her but won't, now she hates me
She won't let me hide
She don't want me to cry
Will she keep on the ground, trying to ground me
Slowly forgive my lie, lying to save me
Could she love me again, or will she hate me
Prob'ly not, i know why, can't explain me
Did she call my name?
I think it's gonna rain
When i die
cuddles with daddy? I just might hurl.. though I'm sure he's cool and I admire dedicated parents who are still (I'm sorry to use the phrase) 'hip to the world' <---eww, do you feel sullied now? I sure do.
it's just that I have this phobia of children. deep seeded.. I can't explain it.. some people don't like tarantulas.. and I think that's wierd.