sweetsthebear

i love it when songs send shivers down my spine or remind me that im alive, not dead, and i can live how i want and i dont have to worry about it because my heart is beating, my blood is pumping, and i am real.

im a romantic, i believe in the best in people.
it gets me fucked over a lot.
but no matter how hard i fall, i always get back up,
a bloody mess but alive.
and because of my beating heart i press on.
the melody continues, like an endless waltz,
floating away into the air, drifting into the clouds
and floating up out and into space
where my thoughts fill the void in my heart as i am reborn
again and again.

this is how it is,
this is how it will always be,
and this is why i never want my existence to change.