Yes, I do have great daughters. Thank you for saying so. When it comes to being a friend, you're not too bad yourself.
I think you'll understand what I'm about to say. I wrote a short story and sent it to one of my friends on SG. Actually, I think of her as more than just a cyberspace friend. The story was about a typical day that I used to spend with my Goddess. It made me feel good to write it. It brought me back to a better time and place..
The downside is that I know I still miss her. The bond between a Dom and Her sub gets stronger the longer they're together. We were physical for almost a year and a half, and remained friends after. She moved far away 3 months ago. We kept in touch for awhile, but have had no contact for a month or so.
I know the time has come for me to put Her in the past, and I'm pretty okay with it. I don't know if I can ever feel about another Dom the way I feel toward Her. I haven't had a decent BDSM experience since last Spring.
I didn't plan to mention any of this. I was thinking of my Goddess as I was coming to your page. I hope you don't mind that I wound up telling you these things.. You're one of only a handful of friends that can relate these these feelings to. Thanks for listening.
How are things with you on the BDSM front? I sincerely hope you're with someone that makes you happy.
The idea of LIVING on the west coast isn't something I've ever come to terms with - it makes my skin crawl to be north of the mason dixon, never mind that far west lol. But i do want to visit and check out the scene. Things are good at the moment. A touch lonely, but it will come with time and patience and persistence
I relate so well to everything you said about your relationship with your former mistress. Especially the part about feeling that you'll never feel the same way about anyone else. I hope that turns out not to be true.
Me, on the other hand. I can't imagine ever recapturing what I had with my Goddess at my age. I'm not going to stop participating in BDSM. I'm too passionate about that lifestyle. My Goddess was so perfect for me. I guess I should feel very fortunate though. As far as I'm concerned, I spent almost 32 years with the ferfect woman for me, my wife Annette. Then, I found the perfect Goddess. Not too many people can say that.
