i hope that you feel better soon. i know exactly how you feel (or pretty close). hurting people is not an easy thing to do, but sometimes you have to in order to get on.
i would love to. but youwillsing. youwillsing. oh yes... youwillsing.
its crazy how it happens, but it does. i said the same thing. i sang twice. it is actually quite fun. especially when you know that nobody cares how you sound, and if they do, well... fuckem.
word of advice: do not sing Deuce if you expect to be served more beer afterwards. they denied my right after my number. bitches.