The only question is, is it worth losing yourself just to get through the day. The medications make you a completely different person. I was on Zoloft for a while, it was weird because you are almost always in a good mood. It makes it easy to deal with people, but at the end of the day it all felt fake. Plus it made me ill-equipted to deal with big desicions. It made me focus on the happier things and tended to give less importance to the less happy things which can cause alot of problems when those unhappy things start piling up.
Parents must not have like to admit their problems. Very common amoung modern humans. Figuring because they are happy that everything is okay. Parents obviously had something to do with it, but my parents wouldn't admit there was anything wrong when I ran away from home and sliced up their nice chairs with razor blades. They just thought it was the music I was listening to, yeah right!!
You know to be honest I've been contemplating suicide again lately myself...this time not in that morose depressed real emotional I hate this world sort of way.
Right now I'm contemplating suicide for practical reasons...you see pretty soon I will have done everything I wanted to do in life...so why stay alive in a world that I don't particularly like very much???
Parents must not have like to admit their problems. Very common amoung modern humans. Figuring because they are happy that everything is okay. Parents obviously had something to do with it, but my parents wouldn't admit there was anything wrong when I ran away from home and sliced up their nice chairs with razor blades. They just thought it was the music I was listening to, yeah right!!