Mercie's entry really made me sad 
I think it's because it really made me think about how much my life really sucks.
Her feelings are pretty much the same feelings I have. So I can kind of relate to how she feels on some issues. I think thats why I love her so much. She is the most down to earth SG I have ever gotten to know.
I am really surprised that I am not a Lesbian yet because it never seams to work out with men, but then again I can't pick up any women either.
Put it this way I'm starting to go through the same issues with my boyfriend again. The passion isn't there any more. It's all about what he want's and never what I want. We have been togeather for 4yrs and 2 months and we don't even live on our own yet and he hasn't even asked me to marry him either The only time I have ever heard him ask me was when we first started dating on christmas eve when he couldn't afford a ring yet becuase he had just moved back to the area. I really miss how things use to be with us.
Sorry I'm just upset still because I'm going through the same issues that happend when me and him broke up the last time and I really don't want that to happen again.
Ok well I'm going to go, probably take a bath and cry a little to get my feelings out hopefully that helps.
Kisses-
*Edit*
This is why Orgy is the fucking best band out there! They just came out with there first DVD of footage from touring and all that other happy shit. Any way well they had a promo going on for the first 500 fans to pre-order the DVD they got a free promo singe when the DVD was mailed out. Well I got my DVD the other day in the mail and my single. Well I just put in the single to check it out and on there latest CD that came out I don't remember all of the songs on the CD by name so I wasn't expecting to hear this song when I put it in. Now tell me this is not a sign with how I am feeling.
Band: Orgy
Title: Pure
Don't you bring me down
Kick me when I'm down
Put me away again
Every now and then
Your bottle spinning my fate
As I hold my breath
And you say you don't want any part of this now
Where did it go so wrong
I guess I'm finally finding out
It's got me tripping now
The little things, everywhere I go
It's such a shame
Why you held on, so long
Why don't you confuse me a little more?
Confuse me
And I never thought that you
Who would believe that I wasn't good enough?
Those things I never thought you'd do
You got the best of me
You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore
And I know, this will be the last time
You've got me, running in circles like a freak
So why do you try, to kick me when I'm down
I'm down, all the way down
Put me away again
Every now and then
Your bottle spinning my fate
While I hold my breath
Don't sweat the lies that you say I control
Confuse me a little more
(Confuse me)
And I never thought that you
Who would believe that I wasn't good enough?
Those things I never thought you'd do
You got the best of me
You and all your secrets don't need me
You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore
And I know, this will be the last time
You've got me, running in circles like a freak
So why do you try to, kick me when I'm down
I'm down
So when you say you've let me go, let me go
'Cause you didn't care about this, sorry you
I guess you'll be all right
Now that you've got things to go your way
How could you be like this?
This it the last time but you don't hear me though
You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore
And I know, this will be the last time
You've got me, running in circles like a freak
So why do you try to, kick me when I'm down
I don't understand the way
That you're thinking, thinking, Andrea
Who could believe that I wasn't good enough?
Who could believe that I wasn't good enough?
Confuse me a little more
Who would believe that I wasn't good enough?
Who could believe that I wasn't good enough?
*End Edit*
I think it's because it really made me think about how much my life really sucks.
Her feelings are pretty much the same feelings I have. So I can kind of relate to how she feels on some issues. I think thats why I love her so much. She is the most down to earth SG I have ever gotten to know.
I am really surprised that I am not a Lesbian yet because it never seams to work out with men, but then again I can't pick up any women either.
Put it this way I'm starting to go through the same issues with my boyfriend again. The passion isn't there any more. It's all about what he want's and never what I want. We have been togeather for 4yrs and 2 months and we don't even live on our own yet and he hasn't even asked me to marry him either
The only time I have ever heard him ask me was when we first started dating on christmas eve when he couldn't afford a ring yet becuase he had just moved back to the area. I really miss how things use to be with us.
Sorry I'm just upset still because I'm going through the same issues that happend when me and him broke up the last time and I really don't want that to happen again.
Ok well I'm going to go, probably take a bath and cry a little to get my feelings out hopefully that helps.
Kisses-
*Edit*
This is why Orgy is the fucking best band out there! They just came out with there first DVD of footage from touring and all that other happy shit. Any way well they had a promo going on for the first 500 fans to pre-order the DVD they got a free promo singe when the DVD was mailed out. Well I got my DVD the other day in the mail and my single. Well I just put in the single to check it out and on there latest CD that came out I don't remember all of the songs on the CD by name so I wasn't expecting to hear this song when I put it in. Now tell me this is not a sign with how I am feeling.
Band: Orgy
Title: Pure
Don't you bring me down
Kick me when I'm down
Put me away again
Every now and then
Your bottle spinning my fate
As I hold my breath
And you say you don't want any part of this now
Where did it go so wrong
I guess I'm finally finding out
It's got me tripping now
The little things, everywhere I go
It's such a shame
Why you held on, so long
Why don't you confuse me a little more?
Confuse me
And I never thought that you
Who would believe that I wasn't good enough?
Those things I never thought you'd do
You got the best of me
You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore
And I know, this will be the last time
You've got me, running in circles like a freak
So why do you try, to kick me when I'm down
I'm down, all the way down
Put me away again
Every now and then
Your bottle spinning my fate
While I hold my breath
Don't sweat the lies that you say I control
Confuse me a little more
(Confuse me)
And I never thought that you
Who would believe that I wasn't good enough?
Those things I never thought you'd do
You got the best of me
You and all your secrets don't need me
You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore
And I know, this will be the last time
You've got me, running in circles like a freak
So why do you try to, kick me when I'm down
I'm down
So when you say you've let me go, let me go
'Cause you didn't care about this, sorry you
I guess you'll be all right
Now that you've got things to go your way
How could you be like this?
This it the last time but you don't hear me though
You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore
And I know, this will be the last time
You've got me, running in circles like a freak
So why do you try to, kick me when I'm down
I don't understand the way
That you're thinking, thinking, Andrea
Who could believe that I wasn't good enough?
Who could believe that I wasn't good enough?
Confuse me a little more
Who would believe that I wasn't good enough?
Who could believe that I wasn't good enough?
*End Edit*
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