suicideispainles

Okay so several major life events happening all at once it seems so here's the blog to catch you all up. First I went off my meds resulting in a depressive episode complete with social anxiety. I was unable to leave my house for about a month much of that spent in my bed. During this period I didn't bother calling anyone or answering when anyone called me, including work, so I lost my job.

Shortly before my collapse I had started seeing a young woman. She stuck with me and was a great help in my recovery. That said she is now contributing to my further decent. So here goes to explain that this 33yo mother of 3 who told me she had her tubes tied and absolutely did not want any more children is now telling me she is pregnant. Further she now says that there is no way she could ever consider terminating the pregnancy or even adopting.

I am still unemployed and recently spent the last of my savings and as of Monday was forced to move in with my father in Wyoming.

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My drivers license is still suspended in Colorado and I have a warrant out for failure to appear on a Ticket I got for driving with a suspended license. Which is horse shit because I went into court on the date stated on the ticket and the Magistrate informed me that the hearing had been a week earlier and accused me of having altered the ticket. Also I was unaware my license had been suspended until I was pulled over for having a headlight out.

Well that's about it for now
TTFN
Dave

PS as you may have noticed I decided it was time to go back to my original screen name.