a totally 'blah' day today. after a morning of being all emo and sulky i decided to go out and to some stuff just for the sake of getting up and about. i went to the mall to get some cheap generic clothes (cuz i only had like 3 pairs of pants and 2 of them dont really fit). saw some 8 year old girls begging their mom to buy them thongs...which by itself is not nearly as disturbing as the fact that they make thongs in 8 year old girls' sizes.
i swear to god tho, the only other people in the mall were happy couples, i couldnt go 2 steps without seeing people holding hands. all i get to hold hands with is a plastic bag with 2 pairs of cheap-ass pants. sooo being thoroughly depressed at this point it seemd like a good time for lunch, so it was off to the food court for burgerking. i hadnt had fast food in a month. i dont know if its good i LASTED that long bad that i finally caved in. i also got a frappiccino so i was like mainlining caffine; kingsize dr pepper and starbucks at the same time
before leaving i realized i was just gonna be bored again once i got home so for the sake of having something to do, and so i could become completely broke (damn straight, i finish what i start) i went and got a cheap game at EB. my bank account now has $3.02 in it (which i cannot get out, by the way, cuz the atm's only have 20s
)
well'd that put you to sleep? it almost put me to sleep writing it. i lead SUCH an exciting life dont i???
i swear to god tho, the only other people in the mall were happy couples, i couldnt go 2 steps without seeing people holding hands. all i get to hold hands with is a plastic bag with 2 pairs of cheap-ass pants. sooo being thoroughly depressed at this point it seemd like a good time for lunch, so it was off to the food court for burgerking. i hadnt had fast food in a month. i dont know if its good i LASTED that long bad that i finally caved in. i also got a frappiccino so i was like mainlining caffine; kingsize dr pepper and starbucks at the same time
before leaving i realized i was just gonna be bored again once i got home so for the sake of having something to do, and so i could become completely broke (damn straight, i finish what i start) i went and got a cheap game at EB. my bank account now has $3.02 in it (which i cannot get out, by the way, cuz the atm's only have 20s
)
well'd that put you to sleep? it almost put me to sleep writing it. i lead SUCH an exciting life dont i???
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It sucks to feel that way! and i know what you mean about just going out to places, it kind of clears the mind even if you don't like what you see!
The 8 year old thong's is just horrifying! It disturbs me, and when you see little girls in little mini skirts.......i just don't think it's right
Big hugs to you and i hope you feel better soon!